i keep myself busy with work.
cause.
i do not want to feel that lonely.
cause now i'm all alone.

stand on my feet on not rely to others.
and i hope that i will get a partner from heaven.

someone that i could share my sadness.happiness.
share my dream while we both sleeping.
share my smelly pillow while we are talking before fall asleep.

i hope that january become true.

xoxo.