after a long time

after a long time.
tak masuk dapur.
hari ni mencengkam sangat-sangat sanubari nak masak.

punyala nafsu maha tinggi kau, after work pergila ke kedai cina dekat puchong perdana tu.
just nak beli periuk kukus je kau.
huh, dah lama dah nak beli. delay punya delay. ish, mane leh jadi kut ye?
pegi la beli, hamik kau dek kerana "hangin" nak masak kunun, periuk tu harga RM60 hengget for 24cm punya besar.

on the way balik, singgah speedmart, beli telur; castard; and susu cair.

teehee! betul la tu, puding gula hangus or maybe nak stylo sikit; cream caramel katenye (iye ke tidok).

My Interest

starting this year. seriously asyik membusykan diri je. pegi sana, pegi sini, join event run semua, just nak make myself busy and fully occupied. so that tak rasa bosan and boring.

well, things happened for reason kan.
i kept telling myself, only God knows what the best for me. isn't?

when my life changed, my thinking towards every single thing turut sama berubah.
sometime, i even found it is very hard to talk to people. and if i think we have totally different view, i decided myself to shut up.

i just listen to them.

when you staying alone (i mean so-called single kan) you only feel happy when you be with your people. other than that, bila balik kerumah da start feel a bit (i repeat; a bit)

i'm thinking to adopt one child for myself. teehe, but it would not be that easy thou. in terms of financial, i don't think i'm so strong to raise her.

well, looking forward. i'm very strong enough to stand on my own feet.

tru some activities that i'm now with, ramai orang kot kita boleh kenal, borak, bertukar pendapat semua. and they are all just fun. some of them could turn out to be our real good and best friend. those who are not, just leave them behind. well said, bravo!

korang ingat senang ke nak tulis belok?

ku rasa da lama kot ku x tulis mende2 kat sini.

tah la, out of idea.

kalau ade idea pun masa tu tengah drive keta.

sampai je umah terus lupe nak tulis pasal apa!

boleh? eh-eh, mestila boleh, kenapa x boleh pulak?

tak gitu?

janganla sombong sangat.

nak kena kita dulu start bercakap dengan kamu everytime meet dekat mana-mana tempat. even da jumpa untuk kesekian kalinya.

bosan la der.

tp deal dengan i gamaknya senang. kalau kali yang kesekian let say 10th time, saya juga yang tegur kamu, jawabnya next time i dah xkan tegur dah. nampak sangat kita je "trying to be nice" dekat dia. dia gamaknya xteringin pun nak berkawan dengan kita.

excuse me, sebelah mata pun i x pandang. i cuma mengamalkan sikap berbudi bahasa.

sekian.

best gile kot pegi taiping dengan diorang. huhu!

asik gelak je sepanjang pergi and balik.

lepas tu bila da sampai KL, bila da balik rumah, rasa cam adoyai lonely seyh.

dan-dan emosi sbb kat rumah sunyi sepi.

ingat tahun depan bila da pindah ke rumah baru, elok beli sekor kucing meow-meow. tak gitu? yela, wat ilang sepi kan. dah tu kata single, xde maknanya nak keluar dating ye?

well, kita punya tagline sekarang berupa: I'm not looking for boyfriend but I'm looking for husband.

meow! :D

Jom Doakan Sekali

i wanna get married next year.

god please make it happen.

huk.

nangis!

you are so wrong

if you said that i'm so jiwang.
well dude i'm not.
i always write up things that most of the time people would hide just because they have their own ego.

as for me, i make things clear. i write up all the feelings i felt;when i'm in that mood.

i received miles away call today. and how happy i was spent 3hours on the line with someone pernah in my heart dulu.

and you know what, trust me the moment you feel it the best is when you can talk to your ex like a very close friend. and mmg no hard feeling at all.

the moment you spoke to your ex; your feeling just like: i still sayang you, but to get back with you like old good times will not be my option. AT ALL.

but, we never spoke about previous ended story, tp kita borak pasal current issue just like;

eh, bonus berapa bulan dapat?
you da naik pangkat ke? still tempat baru?
eh, i rindu you la. hei, i rindu you jugak tau! tapi apakan daya, all things tak sama mcm zaman muda kita dulu. wah, terus.! apakah zaman muda tersebut?? mode: tiba-tiba.

when he asked me, who's the person i'm in love right now, i cakap: takpela. bia i sorang-sorang dulu buat masa sekarang.

then continued like: you gile? you ingat tak boring seyh hidup sorang2 takde orang nak manja2 kot? eh-eh.

boring memang boring, bosan memang bosan. tp hidup memang begini.

god knows better baby.

wink! hug before cut off the conversation!

nak tido. eh-eh!