after a long time

after a long time.
tak masuk dapur.
hari ni mencengkam sangat-sangat sanubari nak masak.

punyala nafsu maha tinggi kau, after work pergila ke kedai cina dekat puchong perdana tu.
just nak beli periuk kukus je kau.
huh, dah lama dah nak beli. delay punya delay. ish, mane leh jadi kut ye?
pegi la beli, hamik kau dek kerana "hangin" nak masak kunun, periuk tu harga RM60 hengget for 24cm punya besar.

on the way balik, singgah speedmart, beli telur; castard; and susu cair.

teehee! betul la tu, puding gula hangus or maybe nak stylo sikit; cream caramel katenye (iye ke tidok).

My Interest

starting this year. seriously asyik membusykan diri je. pegi sana, pegi sini, join event run semua, just nak make myself busy and fully occupied. so that tak rasa bosan and boring.

well, things happened for reason kan.
i kept telling myself, only God knows what the best for me. isn't?

when my life changed, my thinking towards every single thing turut sama berubah.
sometime, i even found it is very hard to talk to people. and if i think we have totally different view, i decided myself to shut up.

i just listen to them.

when you staying alone (i mean so-called single kan) you only feel happy when you be with your people. other than that, bila balik kerumah da start feel a bit (i repeat; a bit)

i'm thinking to adopt one child for myself. teehe, but it would not be that easy thou. in terms of financial, i don't think i'm so strong to raise her.

well, looking forward. i'm very strong enough to stand on my own feet.

tru some activities that i'm now with, ramai orang kot kita boleh kenal, borak, bertukar pendapat semua. and they are all just fun. some of them could turn out to be our real good and best friend. those who are not, just leave them behind. well said, bravo!

korang ingat senang ke nak tulis belok?

ku rasa da lama kot ku x tulis mende2 kat sini.

tah la, out of idea.

kalau ade idea pun masa tu tengah drive keta.

sampai je umah terus lupe nak tulis pasal apa!

boleh? eh-eh, mestila boleh, kenapa x boleh pulak?

tak gitu?

janganla sombong sangat.

nak kena kita dulu start bercakap dengan kamu everytime meet dekat mana-mana tempat. even da jumpa untuk kesekian kalinya.

bosan la der.

tp deal dengan i gamaknya senang. kalau kali yang kesekian let say 10th time, saya juga yang tegur kamu, jawabnya next time i dah xkan tegur dah. nampak sangat kita je "trying to be nice" dekat dia. dia gamaknya xteringin pun nak berkawan dengan kita.

excuse me, sebelah mata pun i x pandang. i cuma mengamalkan sikap berbudi bahasa.

sekian.

best gile kot pegi taiping dengan diorang. huhu!

asik gelak je sepanjang pergi and balik.

lepas tu bila da sampai KL, bila da balik rumah, rasa cam adoyai lonely seyh.

dan-dan emosi sbb kat rumah sunyi sepi.

ingat tahun depan bila da pindah ke rumah baru, elok beli sekor kucing meow-meow. tak gitu? yela, wat ilang sepi kan. dah tu kata single, xde maknanya nak keluar dating ye?

well, kita punya tagline sekarang berupa: I'm not looking for boyfriend but I'm looking for husband.

meow! :D

Jom Doakan Sekali

i wanna get married next year.

god please make it happen.

huk.

nangis!

you are so wrong

if you said that i'm so jiwang.
well dude i'm not.
i always write up things that most of the time people would hide just because they have their own ego.

as for me, i make things clear. i write up all the feelings i felt;when i'm in that mood.

i received miles away call today. and how happy i was spent 3hours on the line with someone pernah in my heart dulu.

and you know what, trust me the moment you feel it the best is when you can talk to your ex like a very close friend. and mmg no hard feeling at all.

the moment you spoke to your ex; your feeling just like: i still sayang you, but to get back with you like old good times will not be my option. AT ALL.

but, we never spoke about previous ended story, tp kita borak pasal current issue just like;

eh, bonus berapa bulan dapat?
you da naik pangkat ke? still tempat baru?
eh, i rindu you la. hei, i rindu you jugak tau! tapi apakan daya, all things tak sama mcm zaman muda kita dulu. wah, terus.! apakah zaman muda tersebut?? mode: tiba-tiba.

when he asked me, who's the person i'm in love right now, i cakap: takpela. bia i sorang-sorang dulu buat masa sekarang.

then continued like: you gile? you ingat tak boring seyh hidup sorang2 takde orang nak manja2 kot? eh-eh.

boring memang boring, bosan memang bosan. tp hidup memang begini.

god knows better baby.

wink! hug before cut off the conversation!

nak tido. eh-eh!

Himalaya Product

I recommend himalaya product to all of you out there.
especially if you have serious dandruff problem and dry skin. I'm now using this two product. walaweih, it just mujarab and effective!

I got used with rejoice, pantene, u name it, i got it!
But till then, Himalaya je yang sangat2 best and effective for my hair!

and also since i have dry skin di muka. so now i'm using dia punya Face Moisturizing Lotion. excuse me? boleh sebabkan jerawat? no no no not at all babes!

It is only moisturize your skin, and dia tak sebabkan muka berminyak.
serious yaww! ada 2 masalah ni, please la visit Himalaya store! ! !

love!

Ready For RAYA 2011

Hey peeps!

For the first time i paint the living room!
haha!

but it is not nice either, consider acceptable je.
:B since tak boleh puasa, so. mungkin ni such a punishment. lol!
I tought this was heavier compared to lifting the dumbbell. omg.
perhaps equal to 10x with 12 repetition. seriously!

there is 1 more wall to go, i need to continue tomorrow.
cannot today, since i feel a bit hurt at my wrist. well i'm painting it alone, what do you expect? >.<

ergonomic issue ! ! >.<

The Hair

i keep this hair for almost 1year plus. And now i'm considering myself to cut it short like emma watson or malaysian VJ;Aishah Sinclair.


but, the hairstylo refused to do so, she said she can cry if she cut my hair.
and i was like; why?

she told me, it is very hard to find thick and black hair like mine.
(even not all say it is nice) but i myself just love it. toing toing. (:

Birthday Gift

i will turn to 27th this sept 19th.
and really hope to receive such good present that can make me smile from nose to ears.

i think i deserve it.
because for 5years i had been with someone.
but he never give me anything special on my birth-day.

regret?
not even once.

and this year i would celebrate myself.
in bed while reading some story book or even magazine.

>.<

Add Me and Be My Friend

if only you have a good heart.

Teett!

egg puff! >.<

raya 2011

it will be my first raya without any guy that i cinta.

tapi tak apa.
boleh saja hidup menyedut udara segar.
masih lagi bernafas.
bisa berdiri tegar.
cuma.
boring sikitlah kan.

xoxo.

tak reti, memang

memang saya tak reti.
nak bergaul bercampur.
kadang rasa kekok.
tapi saya cuba.

dari sekolah mmg ramai kawan.
sebab ramai juga yang kenal saya. (wah, apakah?)

cuma, saya lagi senang sorang-sorang.
kadang-kadang je saya berteman. sama ada 2 org, 3 org, 4 - belas belas orang.
tapi tak selalu. sangat jarang.

and saya sangat jarang ajak orang keluar melainkan orang yang saya rasa hati dia ikhlas.
ikhlas berkawan dengan saya, atau mungkin orang itu sama ada lelaki atau perempuan; adalah orang yang saya "sukalah kawan dengan minah/mamat ni, enjoy je rasa"

lain-lain, memang saya tak ajak.
sebab saya sensitif.
bilamana saya ajak, saya takut orang cakap: ala malasla aku; aku xde mood nak keluar; poket aku kopak la, xleh kua; or even: la, aku baru je pegi tempat tu lastweek.

ngeh!, sangat takut bila orang akan bagi jawapan sebegitu.lantas saya lebih suka; eh, rasa nak keluar pegi IOI mall la; deng! terus siap and terus keluar rumah.
ala, rasa nak pergi summit la; deng terus instant siap pergi summit.
begitulah.

bukan ape, kadang2 pernah terkeluar dengan kawan yang tak memahami. bilamana dia sudah jumpa barang yang dia mahu, menggeletik terus dan-dan ajak kite balik. kite dengan muka sopan terus: oh, m. oklah. sumpah itu kali terakhir aku ajak kau keluar and kali terakhir aku keluar dengan kau even kau ajak nak belanja whatsoever. teehee..

so, sampai satu tahap, da sangat terbiasa keluar sorang2 and mungkin dah tak perlukan teman, and even kalau pergi event@exhibition@majlis sorang2 pun ok jek.
selalu letak dalam kepala (ala, bukan orang kenal aku pun, ye dak) ngeh3..

and satu bende yang paling tegar, boleh je ok lepak mamak@kopitiam@gerai@restaurant sorang2. tapi bila ade mamat handsome sebelah tegur. euuwww, rasa mcm best je, tak gitu? cuma yang potong stim: alahai, kenapa kau x mintak no hp aku. wah, terus kau gatal ye?

tapi satu hal, silap besar la nak drive pergi midvalley sorang2. takkan berlaku unless amik komuter. shit sumpah takut sesat dalam midvall.

korang mesti ramai kawan kan? well, enjoy! tapi ingat, biarlah dalam pada mempunyai kawan, biarlah mereka mampu menjadi sahabat juga. kongsi suka duka bersama.

jangan bilamana ketawa saja nak sama, bila sedih, semua pecut 100m. tak elok lah.

peliharalah hubungan sahabat, pada saya sekali berkawan biarlah sampai ke akhirat.

till see next. xoxo from kak mona!

yang saya doakan.

3 perkara.

1. semoga menjadi doa saya - malu nak cakap.
2. dapat new job, earn much more better. expand career, knowledge, and business relationship plus social network; between only good people - wish to happen in March 12'

3. A house to buy. - flat pun takpe. as long as it is belong to me; which means my name is printed on the S&P.

what's your wish list? i hope to be better than mine, don't you?

good luck all. xoxo.