Moga - moga,
dapat menjadi tetamu Allah,
dalam masa terdekat ni.

Bila saat aku berkeputusan pergi seorang diri,
sebab tak tertahan rasa rindu pada kasih sayang Ilahi,
dan di saat semua orang terkedu bila aku katakan aku menumpang mahram,
pada aku;

Tuhan akan jaga aku,
walaupun aku bukan siapa-siapa,
hanya hamba yang hina-dina,
tapi aku yakin pergi aku dijemput,
dan biarpun berjuta orang mengelilingi Baitullah,
Insyaallah; akan ada lorong-lorong terus terusan buat aku sorang,
mudah tawaf 7 dan saie aku, kerana apa?

rupanya aku kesana sorang; kerna aku bersangka baik pada ALLAH;
yang aku senantiasa berada di dalam lindungan - NYA.
moga 120 keberkatan yang ada di Baitullah akan dapat aku perolehi saat tawafku - solatku - dan bila hanya aku memandang rumahMu.

to be continued.

i'm looking forward to build up a family.
but then i have no one in life.

i asked God, if you can send Hawa to be Adam's partner, i pray that you can send me someone from heaven as well.

i know that God is listening to my doa.

nite.

Ombak Rindu

haip!

last week after finish with Adidas Trail Run, dengan tak mandi ape nye and still dlm peluh masam, singgahla kat U8 Space located in Bukit Jelutong. ape lagi, mak jemah sempat la layan Ombak Rindu kan u olls ~~~

well, ceritera yang best even tough macam agak simple. They still have some climax and attractive plot.

but then, the storyline masih terikat dengan line di dlm novel which i believe kalaulah filem ni tak terikat sangat dengan jalan cerita novel; mungkin penerbit/pengarah boleh buat cerita ni lebih kebabom.

Lakonan Maya Karin sangat awesome ok. totally unexpected kot. well, i'm looking forward if she's going to play any other film in near future.

lagu? superb. i was crying not because of the storyline, but because of the song. it is really touched! oh man.

i got another run event this sunday. i'm planning to re-watch the movie maybe at Alamanda. Hihi <3 gotcha!

what a boring blog that i have.
semua malas nak buat.
semua benda buat suam-suam kuku je.
time idea ada, laptop xde.
time laptop ade, idea pulak tah ke mana.
teeeheee!!

seriously, I'm hunger for new job and better pay than now.

what say you? I'm not in comfort zone either! hoh!

i wanna keep my faith high.

aku mohon pada Tuhan;

kalaulah dugaan itu diciptakan untuk aku tanggung sorang-sorang.
ciptakan aku jua ketabahan berlipat kali ganda.

biar dengan ketabahan ini saja bisa aku berdiri teguh.
biar aku sorang - pun.

:D

what a bad day today!

early morning when i was ready to go for work. My car was bumped! huh.
spoiled the mood je.
That chinese lady bising-bising. i was like; excuse early morn nak terpekik-pekik ape ke hal nya; jom la pegi balai.

huh.

Tuhan,

kadang-kadang bila semua benda kena buat sendiri, penat sangat rasa badan ni.
That's why suara bercakap perlahan je. kadang2 malas nak layan semua orang. banyak lagi masalah lain yang besar kan?

Bila sampai balai, perempuan tu tanya; kenapa you lambat, bukan you depan dulu dari i ke;

silap besar la, kau siapa nak cakap dengan aku suara tinggi-tinggi. ye tidak?

aku wat dek je. kakmon tak tengok lgsg kat pempuan tu, and tak jawab ape pun dia tanya. haha.

padan muka dia. masuk office pun lewat dekat kul 215pm dah after settle semua perkara.

then dah dekat office, most of work are pending due to server down. jawabnya; kemaskinikan fail ajelah. @ 530pm, balik rumah pegi berendam dalam kolam.

float and sink the body, feel released sangat-sangat.

after a long time

after a long time.
tak masuk dapur.
hari ni mencengkam sangat-sangat sanubari nak masak.

punyala nafsu maha tinggi kau, after work pergila ke kedai cina dekat puchong perdana tu.
just nak beli periuk kukus je kau.
huh, dah lama dah nak beli. delay punya delay. ish, mane leh jadi kut ye?
pegi la beli, hamik kau dek kerana "hangin" nak masak kunun, periuk tu harga RM60 hengget for 24cm punya besar.

on the way balik, singgah speedmart, beli telur; castard; and susu cair.

teehee! betul la tu, puding gula hangus or maybe nak stylo sikit; cream caramel katenye (iye ke tidok).

My Interest

starting this year. seriously asyik membusykan diri je. pegi sana, pegi sini, join event run semua, just nak make myself busy and fully occupied. so that tak rasa bosan and boring.

well, things happened for reason kan.
i kept telling myself, only God knows what the best for me. isn't?

when my life changed, my thinking towards every single thing turut sama berubah.
sometime, i even found it is very hard to talk to people. and if i think we have totally different view, i decided myself to shut up.

i just listen to them.

when you staying alone (i mean so-called single kan) you only feel happy when you be with your people. other than that, bila balik kerumah da start feel a bit (i repeat; a bit)

i'm thinking to adopt one child for myself. teehe, but it would not be that easy thou. in terms of financial, i don't think i'm so strong to raise her.

well, looking forward. i'm very strong enough to stand on my own feet.

tru some activities that i'm now with, ramai orang kot kita boleh kenal, borak, bertukar pendapat semua. and they are all just fun. some of them could turn out to be our real good and best friend. those who are not, just leave them behind. well said, bravo!

korang ingat senang ke nak tulis belok?

ku rasa da lama kot ku x tulis mende2 kat sini.

tah la, out of idea.

kalau ade idea pun masa tu tengah drive keta.

sampai je umah terus lupe nak tulis pasal apa!

boleh? eh-eh, mestila boleh, kenapa x boleh pulak?

tak gitu?

janganla sombong sangat.

nak kena kita dulu start bercakap dengan kamu everytime meet dekat mana-mana tempat. even da jumpa untuk kesekian kalinya.

bosan la der.

tp deal dengan i gamaknya senang. kalau kali yang kesekian let say 10th time, saya juga yang tegur kamu, jawabnya next time i dah xkan tegur dah. nampak sangat kita je "trying to be nice" dekat dia. dia gamaknya xteringin pun nak berkawan dengan kita.

excuse me, sebelah mata pun i x pandang. i cuma mengamalkan sikap berbudi bahasa.

sekian.

best gile kot pegi taiping dengan diorang. huhu!

asik gelak je sepanjang pergi and balik.

lepas tu bila da sampai KL, bila da balik rumah, rasa cam adoyai lonely seyh.

dan-dan emosi sbb kat rumah sunyi sepi.

ingat tahun depan bila da pindah ke rumah baru, elok beli sekor kucing meow-meow. tak gitu? yela, wat ilang sepi kan. dah tu kata single, xde maknanya nak keluar dating ye?

well, kita punya tagline sekarang berupa: I'm not looking for boyfriend but I'm looking for husband.

meow! :D

Jom Doakan Sekali

i wanna get married next year.

god please make it happen.

huk.

nangis!

you are so wrong

if you said that i'm so jiwang.
well dude i'm not.
i always write up things that most of the time people would hide just because they have their own ego.

as for me, i make things clear. i write up all the feelings i felt;when i'm in that mood.

i received miles away call today. and how happy i was spent 3hours on the line with someone pernah in my heart dulu.

and you know what, trust me the moment you feel it the best is when you can talk to your ex like a very close friend. and mmg no hard feeling at all.

the moment you spoke to your ex; your feeling just like: i still sayang you, but to get back with you like old good times will not be my option. AT ALL.

but, we never spoke about previous ended story, tp kita borak pasal current issue just like;

eh, bonus berapa bulan dapat?
you da naik pangkat ke? still tempat baru?
eh, i rindu you la. hei, i rindu you jugak tau! tapi apakan daya, all things tak sama mcm zaman muda kita dulu. wah, terus.! apakah zaman muda tersebut?? mode: tiba-tiba.

when he asked me, who's the person i'm in love right now, i cakap: takpela. bia i sorang-sorang dulu buat masa sekarang.

then continued like: you gile? you ingat tak boring seyh hidup sorang2 takde orang nak manja2 kot? eh-eh.

boring memang boring, bosan memang bosan. tp hidup memang begini.

god knows better baby.

wink! hug before cut off the conversation!

nak tido. eh-eh!